One of the guys from yahoo wanted to meet for lunch friday. I was having seconds thoughts today. Then today he canceled. I am not sure if he was really going to or not. I have a notion he is basically just playing around. He reminds me a lot of another friend of mine online. In any case He is fun to talk to.

Some of them seem like they will be fun ...untill they ask the question that seems to be the most inportant thing on thier minds.."how big are those tits?"  That gets really old. And makes me wonder if that is all they think about? It can't be really..probably only online..and only sometimes. Still it makes them look..stupid or ignorant or something..not sure what the word is. I usually stop talking to them when that question comes up..once I did ask the guy how big his penis was..and when he told me I told him that was too big LOL. He then changed his answer. This leads me to believe they are not really interested in the truth about the size of tits either. Perhaps they really want someone to claim to have huge ones. Whats the point of that though? I really don't get it. Is it a cyber sex thing where they really don't want anything even slightly real? If so why? I think that could really mess peoples minds up in more ways than one eventaully.

Reality can be so much better. It does take a lot more work though. And can sometimes be a whole lot worse.

Not sure where I intended to go with this if anywhere.