Well the man seems to have disappeared. Not sure if he is really gone or just making sure to avoid me. I think it was partly my fault though..he was to follow me home and I was to leave my car there. He went back to change shirts..said it would only take a min and after a bit I started worrying that he had a flat or a wreck or something so went to look for him..did pass a car that might have been his but when i turned around and went back he wasn't there. So maybe he didn't ever intend to show up..or he though that I was leaveing..although you would think anyone would know to go on to wherever and wait a few mins. Not sure why he wouldn't if he didn't. LOL this is just too confusing isn't it? Also seems to me that a man that volatile likely has other problems. I mean if he gets angry over something like that and can't think it through and have a bit of patience..especailly very early in the morning when he knows danged well he is dealing with someone who doesn't function well in the mornings..well then that's a problem waiting to happen. Or already happened apparently.
I think I am having a paranoid episode too lol. I am thinking a lot of weird things at times. But then again last time I had that happen I was mostly right..had a few details wrong but hey no one is perfect
Not sure what his intentions were before that but he has apparently skipped out on his new job too. Not entirely sure about this as I have not actaully gone to the place and looked around for him. Do wish I knew what happened. Not nice to do that to folks..bad enough when people disappear online but in real life it really sucks. Being dumped is bad enough but at least you usually know what happened and that the person that did it is still alive and not in jail or something.
I think I am not making much sense right now...lol if ever. So I will quit on that. I really did need to rant a bit though.

As for other stuff. The Animal Farm is still in need of donations. Someone did bring in some food this weekend so no starving animals in the immediate future at least. The horse is doing ok. I sort of expect something to go wrong there too now. Paranoia?

I need some new pants. I have lost a bit of weight lately. Which is a good thing.

I have worked on one of my songs today. First time I have done that in months. I will finish one of them soon I hope. Writing still scares me though.