Was reading and it occured to me that all my moms pets have always been overweight...the current dog is even obese. Her only child(me) is still 15 lbs over desired weight. I am still trying to lose it...they seem compelled to make me eat for some reason. Growing up poor maybe? Always buying cookies and icecream and candy. And of course I have trouble resisting it.

One problem is that last year I was really revving. Much stress and anxiety...I lost a lot of weight way too fast..it scared me. So I was eating a lot of junk just to keep from losing weight so fast. But now I have calmed down a whole lot and no longer need that. So I seem to basically be stuck at the moment.

I will keep trying though. Something is bound to break eventually...just hope it isn't me